To the man i patiently wait for :)

Dear THE ONE,

Lately, I have been wondering all about you – your doings, how you are, where you are, who you are with, how you make up your day. Just everything, I think of them all. I ain’t really that eager to meet and get acquainted with you. It’s just that I can’t help but think of the future and you’re in it—in my future views and plans.

You certainly are the invader of my thought process. For all you know, I’m supposed to be sleeping right now, but I just can’t. I wonder why this not-so-romantic side of me comes out at this very rare while.

Do you have any idea of when we’re gonna meet? When will our paths cross? Where? How? Or have we met already? Have I called your name once, twice, thrice or so? Most likely you are a stranger I will, one day, come in contact with, aren’t you?

Foolish me! Why would I be asking you these? You must have no clue, not even a spot of inkling.

At the moment, you must probably be thinking of your future too. I don’t expect that you contain me in your prospect. I just wanna know what you’re upcoming goings-on are. Will you be an engineer two to three years from now? Or you might become a doctor? A lawyer? A pilot? An architect? Maybe an artist? Oh no, not a celebrity please. I vigorously have no idea on how to face the spotlight, appear on-screen, handle successive tell-all interviews and narrate to the whole Philippines how you proposed on me. (HahahaJ) That crazy thought deserves a good laugh. Well, you don’t need to be that pretty-faced, although I’m yearning that you’ll never ever look as if you are Quasimodo’s evil nasty twin. (Laughs)

You know what? When I was younger, I’ve always thought that love and life were like fairytales. I even had this crazy notion that a prince would come along my way, ride me to his white horse, take me to his castle and crown me his princess. But earlier then, I’ve realized that I have a nice home so I don’t need a castle; that I’m not a princess and therefore I don’t need a prince at all. So I spent my younger years playing with peers, learning at school, doing fun at all times and not even thinking of YOU coming to my life. My life then was too preoccupied with the love of my family and friends which I believed was enough to make me whole.

Years passed and here I am, developed and grown up. For some bizarre reasons, I’ve learned to know a bit about love – a bunch of smiles plus a couple of heartaches plus a cluster of tears. You see? I know how bittersweet it could actually taste. Truth be told, I am still not that good in handling relationships. So bear with me, please.

The one who patiently waits for you, ♥MICHELLE♥